Today I get my Radiotherapy Schedule – it’s all go from November 20. I must admit to being in two minds about it. On the one hand it’ll be great to finally get started. I’ve been feeling a bit like I’m in treatment limbo waiting for the next phase. On the other hand the sound of what’s to come and the potential side effects are all a bit scary. I think I’ll feel better once I get started. Chemo was a bit like that too. Oh, what scenarios the mind can conjure up while waiting!

I’m still working my way through The Resilience Toolkit book (slowly). One sentence that has stuck with me is Stress expands with the space you give it. I’m trying to be mindful of this and to not allow my mind to become overly obsessed with the bad shit that can come with Radiotherapy. Focus on the good. Treatment is curative. Stop that bitch Betty from coming back.