Category: May 2023
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Sunday, 21 May 2023
I wake at 2am which has been fairly consistent since this whole thing started but am able to rest and even snooze a bit until about 6am. I decided to completely stop drinking alcohol after Mother’s Day to give my body the best chance to fight Big Betty and am better rested because of it.…
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Saturday, 20 May 2023
It’s the weekend and I wake feeling focussed. We talk finances over morning coffee. I am usually the one more in charge of money stuff but I’m feeling like I need to transfer things over to Susannah, to get her ready, just in case. There are many adult real life conversations we’ll need to have…
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Friday, 19 May 2023
I am standing in a well lit room. There are no windows, only a door, open to another room. The next room is pitch black, no light enters and I don’t know what is in there, only that I must go in. I’m terrified. That is all I remember from the dream. I get a…
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Thursday, 18 May 2023
I slept fairly well for the first time in weeks. I catch up with my Team Leader Mk, before work. I tell him I will work the rest of the week but will have to schedule some appointments for tests the following week at short notice. He is very understanding and accommodating. The work is…
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Wednesday, 17 May 2023
On the way to the hospital to see the Breast Surgeon Susannah and I chat about our life in Canada (we lived there from 2003-2019) and what life now feels like after nearly 4 years in NZ. I think it’s a good thing we came here as the medical system is free, the hospital is…