Category: July 2023
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Tuesday, 4 July 2023
Not much sleep once again but I try to emulate the Visualize Healing technique and actually manage to drift off at some point. From what I’ve read it seems insomnia is a common occurrence amongst cancer patients so I am not alone. I guess it’s a combination of chemo drugs, stress and anxiety. If it…
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Monday, 3 July 2023
I’m getting really sick of the insomnia. I finally manage to fall asleep just before dawn and when I wake Susannah has already started work. I play my Andrew Johnson Visualize Healing guided meditation. It helps me relax and puts me in a good place to start the day. I think I’ll try to do…
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Sunday, 2 July 2023
When I wake I know for sure that today is hair cutting day. I take a shower and gently massage my scalp with shampoo. Hair comes out in clumps. There is so much that I have to pile it in a corner to stop it going down the drain. I take my time and allow…
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Saturday, 1 July 2023
My hair is falling out by the handful now. This affects me more than I thought it would and I’m not sure why. As I gather the pile of hair from the bathroom floor with my fingers I cry once more. I guess it’s just another stage in the journey, a point reached, a cancer…