Today is slow and chill. I check in with Mum in the morning to ensure she knows I’m ok. C and B come over to help Mum with some house stuff and K calls as well. K and H stayed with Mum while we were at the hospital yesterday. I am glad that Mum was not alone and had K there. K says if something happens and I have to go to hospital again that she could pack a bag and come stay with Mum. I think that’s a great idea and am again grateful that we live so close by.

My breathing is ok today but I have no energy and don’t do much. Big Betty has now impacted my left armpit and I am feeling some pain so have begun to take strong painkillers. This pisses me off as I worked so hard to get off the hardcore painkillers after my back surgery last year but am now back to square one.

Fuck you Betty.