I am tired and weak today – this chemo shit really does do a number on energy levels. I have bounced back mentally though so that’s a plus. It seems that sometimes I’m just going to have to cry it out. I don’t like it, but I need to learn to live with it. There’s no time for repressed feeling and emotions. I need to focus my energy on beating this thing. Big Betty, you’re going down!

My friend CW checks in. I tell her that I had a total Debbie Downer day but am now ok again. She replies Fuck Betty and Debbie!
They are a really shit couple, I joke.  So negative!
Hang in there sister! CW says.

I will. I must.